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Thursday, November 27, 2025

๐“Ÿ๐“ต๐“ช๐“ท๐“ท๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“‘๐“ต๐“ธ๐“ฐ #17 ๐‘€๐’ถ๐“€๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐’ถ ๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“๐‘’๐“ƒ๐’น๐’ถ๐“‡, ๐“‚๐‘’๐‘’๐“‰๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐“Š๐“… ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“‰๐“‡๐‘’๐“ˆ๐“ˆ, ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐“ƒ๐‘’๐“Œ ๐“ˆ๐‘’๐’ธ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘œ๐“ƒ, ๐“ˆ๐“Ž๐“‚๐’ท๐‘œ๐“๐’พ๐“ˆ๐“‚ ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“‰๐‘’๐“ˆ.

๐“Ÿ๐“ต๐“ช๐“ท๐“ท๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“‘๐“ต๐“ธ๐“ฐ #17 Making a calendar, meeting up with my actress, and , symbolism notes. 

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This is my first actual Planning Bloggg!

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omggggggggggg . i beeen wanting to show how my computer looks when im editing on the weekendssssss i find it magical. (maybe bc i love to do this so much)


and this is my set up in another weekend!!!!
i was in a perfect mood, eating a yummy wrap and listening to musiccc๐Ÿ—ฃ๐Ÿ—ฃ



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I’ve decided  to do our calendar (it was actually a class idea ๐Ÿค“๐Ÿค“) 


so that I could actually keep track with my block films and with recording and having meetings, because bro… everything is happening at once๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ. So I found this calendar. It’s called 2025 Planner and Agenda Floret, and like, the second I saw it I was like “okay, this is literally made for me.”

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So I installed it and it was like super pretty, super stupid cute, super girly, like the kind of girly that makes you feel organized just by looking at it ,(they tricked me into loving it) and I really liked it at first. I genuinely thought it was gonna be perfect because it says “what’s your main goal?” at the beginning and I got excited and put stuff like boost productivity, self-reflection and growth, better time management, mood improvement, habit information… all that. (And I reallyyyyyyyyy7y7yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy) like calendars, lists, routines  so I thought it would be perfect, like finally something that matches my brain.

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It was so cute. Like it literally made me happy opening it. I even had to pick a theme  white or black and it was so cute, like the little layout and everything. I picked white, of course, (you know, very me). I really liked it. It felt perfect. It felt like “oh thank God, I found something I can stick to.”
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It was so cute it had like reviews for your mood and little questions like “how are you feeling today?” and it had sections for hobbies, food, friends, motivation, family… like it felt like everything in one place. I thought it was amazing, right? Like a cute aesthetic diary and calendar in one.

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Then also… it was ugly.UGHHHHHHHHHHH  i was so frustrated   Like suddenly, out of nowhere, it was ugly. I don’t know what happened but it became ugly, and it turned into this long list that just looked messy and overwhelming and simply ugly, and honestly it was hard to work with. It became a struggle. It wasn’t simple anymore. It wasn’t as easy and clean as the basic color calendar that everyone uses. So I decided to uninstall it. ALSO besides that, I had to pay to get like basic features?? oh heck nahhhh  And on top of that it had ads?? Like be serious. So of course I wasn’t gonna keep it. But I still got sad because I really, really liked it at first. It was amazing, and then my whole vibe with it just changed and it made me a little sad of course.

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then, after my heart break.... i picked google calendar!

So yeah, I have planning to do, blogs to write, a bunch of fueling information to organize, and I’m talking with Angely  she’s my actress hehehe, even though she doesn’t take the class. She’s like my only trusted person and I actually listen to her ideas a lot because she’s genuinely helpful and she understands the vibe of my film. 


๐Ÿ˜›google its more peak anywayss
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Basically me and Angely will keep on doing meetings together online and talk about ideas together, anytime we are in the same place. I know i will bring it up since i do care a lot about it.
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this is me and Angely during our weekly facetime exclusively for work(we were brainstorming ideas for the video)
(lollll we facetimeee always for our work meetings at 5:30)

andddd i convinceddd herrrr ....and....... we had an amazing irl meeting in which she analyzed my research blogsss 
(if you havent seen them u defenitely should)
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Symbolism Notes

1. One symbol heheheh

2. What it represents psychologically

3. How it appears in films

4. How i might use it in my 2-minute opening


1. What the Symbol Issssss

Pills / Medication Bottles / Capsules}

I  like this because i been doubting a little about my idea for the short film recently but at the end, i know there’s some themes that i do wanna keep and, pills, is something that would be perfect to stick with since mental health and thriller is something that im 1000% certain i will be involving in my video.


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2. Psychological Meaning

I asked Chatgpt to do a table and explain to me what would some concepts be and their explanation...๐Ÿ˜›๐Ÿ˜›


3. How It Appears in Filmsssss

  • The Neon Demon (2016): uses candy-colored makeup, pills, and obsession with perfection to show internal decay.

  • Swallow (2019): though subtle, everyday objects and objects meant to “fix” or “cure” are used to show psychological tension and societal pressure.
  • Gone Girl (2014): pills and medications appear around events of control, lies and hidden rage showing how “normal” facades hide trauma
  • I also love hoe they mention pills a lot as a cure in girl interrupted, (ive mentioned this movie a lot in past blogs)

4. How I Might Use It in My 2-Minute Opening

  • A slow, dramatic shot of a pill bottle under neon or pastel lighting, with a handmade sign next to it: “Magic Pills ✨” or something whimsical like that.
  • The label on the bottle is scratched out or crossed off, hinting that the pills aren’t what they claim to be, or that she’s rejecting the “fix”.
  • Her hand reaches toward the pills fast because she wants to get over it fast and shes desperate.
  • Maybe a zoom-in on the scratched label, then a cut to her face or reflection: showing confusion, anger, longing  a build up to rage rather than relief.


WELLLLL , im sorrryyyyy this is all for this first planning blogggg... BUTTTT youuuuuuu can alwaayyysss visit the rest of theeemmmmm



i hope you hadd funnn byeeeeee byeeeee


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