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๐๐ต๐ธ๐ฐ #18Im changing my video idea ugh and the storyboard
HEY..... im not very happy today๐๐๐✧･๏พ: *✧･๏พ:*.ೃ࿐.ೃ࿐
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༶•┈┈เญจ♡เญง┈┈•༶ This story time will be long by the way, but its needed.
SOO, what happened iss๐ ๐ ✧･๏พ: *✧･๏พ:*.ೃ࿐
So basically, this all started when I was leaving for first period and I ran into my best friend Alegria ๐. She told me she was just coming out of her Media Studies class, and they were talking about how the videos have to be two minutes. And like… yeah, I already knew that ๐ญ but hearing it out loud ✧･๏พ: *✧･๏พ:*again just made it feel way more real.The teacher was explaining how the story has to fit into those two minutes, and how it’s actually better to have fewer scenes with more meaning, instead of trying to film a bunch of scenes that are complicated and hard to record. That idea immediately got stuck in my head, and I started thinking about my project .ೃ࿐differently.
Then I go to my Media Studies class right after… and my teacher literally repeats the exact same thing ๐. At that point I was like okay, this is not a coincidence. It really stayed with me, and I started replaying all of my options in my head, rethinking how I imagined the recording, the scenes, and the overall structure of my video ๐ฅ๐..ೃ࿐
I’ve been so excited about this project from the start. Like genuinely, I’ve been dying to do it ๐. But life gets complicated for me sometimes, and even doing blog blocks feels harder than it should be. It’s not that I don’t care, it’s literally the opposite. I care too much.
The idea of having to change my whole concept because I did.ೃ࿐n’t calculate everything well enough honestly stressed me out so bad ๐. I kept thinking about how much I love this idea and how frustrating it would be to let it go or ༶•┈┈เญจ♡เญง┈┈•༶completely .ೃ࿐change it.
I’ve been .ೃ࿐“processing” this for like two weeks… which is really just procrastinating ๐ญ. I kept putting off writing my blogs, putting off filming, and putting off actually starting anything. Part of it is because the idea still doesn’t feel fully complete in my head, and I don’t like starting things unless I feel confident about them..ೃ࿐
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But at the same time, I know I can’t just keep waiting forever. .ೃ࿐At some point I have to get my life together, stop overthinking everything, and actually go out and do the ༶•┈┈เญจ♡เญง┈┈•༶work .ೃ࿐even if it’s not perfect yet ๐ญ๐.
Some of my friends have already started their projects, and honestly they’re doing such cool things. I have friends who .ೃ࿐are using Lego blocks for their whole idea, which is so creative. My friend Mary especially is doing an amazing job. I’m genuinely so proud of her๐๐. She’s doing really well, .ೃ࿐and I admire her dedication a lot.
.ೃ࿐Seeing that makes me want to push myself more. .ೃ࿐I really want to lock in and make my blocks super pretty, super girly, and completely my style ✨๐..ೃ࿐ I care so much about how my work looks and feels, and I want it to reflect me. I just need to actually sit down, focus, and start doing the work, even if it feels overwhelming right now ๐๐ญ.ೃ࿐
And on top of all of that… imagine the fact that I had the entire board already created ๐. Like, fully done. I had made a board that I was planning to show in my next blog, and it was so pretty filled with all the ideas from my original story. Which is crazy, because now I’m not even going to do that version.ೃ࿐ anymore since I have to make everything shorter..ೃ࿐
༶•┈┈เญจ♡เญง┈┈•༶At the same time though, I’ve started realizing that this new idea might actually be a little better. Another thing that was stressing me out before was the fact that I might have had to change my room decorations. My room is super pretty, super pink, very girly girly pop which is literally who I am ๐..ೃ࿐
.ೃ࿐But my original character wasn’t really that vibe at all. She was more dull, more present-focused, and honestly kind of the opposite of me. Now that I’ve changed the direction of the story, it actually works with my space instead of against it..ೃ࿐ And I’m not even going to lie I’m starting to really like this .ೃ࿐idea. So I’m going to explain it out now ๐ญ✨.
So basically,'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'༶•┈┈เญจ♡เญง┈┈•༶
this is what the new story is going to be like.⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
⋆.ೃ࿔*:･First, I’m going to film in a place called Cauley Square. That’s where the opening scene will take place. My best friend is still going to be the main actor, of course, but she’ll be dressed very dull muted colors, very doll looking. Her makeup is going to make her look pink and movie like, almost like a doll someone that’s just… there.⋆.ೃ࿔*:･'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
The first scene will be filmed in a pink house at Cauley Square (I’m going to put a picture below). ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'since the house is pretty and pink , her energy will completely ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･match with it. The opening titles will play while she’s sitting ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･down like a doll, having some kind of drink next to her, a bootle that says magic pillls and shes reading a book that has a quote that says [body is here but mind is elsewhere], shes serious and she will angry close '*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'the ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･book ,
After that, I want to do a transition of her taking a pill, and then use that same transition to bring us into her room. Once she’s there, she takes another pill from a bottle labeled “Magic '*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'Pills” and places it on her desk. She starts googling things on ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･her computer, or watching pinterest or maybe just in her compute, questions that feel heavy and confusing, like why life doesn’t make sense sometimes. That scene will last for a ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･bit, just enough '*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'to let the audience sit with it.
Then she looks at herself in the mirror, and that’s where I want to get really creative. I’m planning to use plaster and acrylic effects to make it look like her skin is slowly coming apart im going to try to make it literal a literal way, but in a '*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'symbolic, artistic way. With makeup, I want it to look like she’s deteriorating from the inside, when shes in her '*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'room.
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'Her makeup will change from the pink doll vibe when shes outside in a cute enviroment, to her also being in a cute enviroment such as my super pink room, dressed up in doll clothes but looking tired, sick and a little bloody. '*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'At the same time, the lights in the room start going crazy. The lighting will still stay very pink, which makes everything even more unsettling. It’s this mix of cute, girly aesthetics and the fact that something is clearly very wrong. She stays serious '*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'the entire time, which makes it '*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'even more intense.
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'After a small emotional breakdown in front of the mirror, I want her to close her eyes. Then I’ll do another transition where she opens them again, and she’s suddenly in a completely different place, high above everything. It mirrors an earlier idea from my past concept that implies her jumping from the building but doesnt technically shows it, but now it works more as a cliffhanger moment, leaving the audience wondering what she’s about to do and mainly how '*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'everything '*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'connects.
Honestly, I think this version might end up being something I really love ๐ฅ๐.'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*''*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
So yeah, for this blog, I’m not really going to make it longer. In the next block, I’m planning to show my poster board, and I also still have to do another one focused on the dialogue in the video and more planning ahead. I honestly still have a lot of things to plan ๐ญ๐ฅ.'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*'
༶•┈┈เญจ♡เญง┈┈•༶Reflection
My reflection for this blog is mostly that I really need to start paying more attention to details especially because I’m working completely alone on this project. That means I have to be way more realistic with my ideas and with what I can actually accomplish in the time I have.༶•┈┈เญจ♡เญง┈┈•༶
Usually, I kind of live in the clouds ☁️… which is funny because that’s exactly similar to my main character in a uo leveled place... (get it… because she jumps๐). But jokes aside, this project made me realize that I can’t just dream things up without grounding them in reality.๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ༶•┈┈เญจ♡เญง┈┈•༶
༶•┈┈เญจ♡เญง┈┈•༶I need to think things through more, plan smarter, and actually look into what’s doable instead of just what sounds cool in my head. That’s pretty much it but it’s something I know I need to work on moving forward ๐ญ๐.
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(im a little stressed today)
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